How do I find the words…
Describe what stirs inside
of me
as I think of you
now gone
suddenly…
Tinkling laughter heard
and
sweet music remembered
from years back created
by you…
A sweet smile…
A very bright child…
A protective sister…
Rebellious daughter
but loving
yes loving…
Confusion sets in
Many waves of confusion
with building blocks of
stubborness and
non communication…
The pain of it all
then YOU putting out
your light…WHY?
Dear girl…
Still VERY MUCH
LOVED girl…
For loving you
NEVER stopped…
Things got in
the way…
Now is the time to soothe
the hurts…
Do not blame
Remember the good
Forgive
Someday
Go to the light
Rest
Be at peace…

8 January 2011 copyright catherine anne hayes