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::: @ the Times :::
I’m standing at that time....
Yea just make a left on your childhood
a quick right on that dead end
and just park where it's easiest for you.
I hate spilling out my life's journey with every blog I write, but this isn’t for your personal interests or choice.
The last blog I wrote I was heading out to Texas. I came back to a new path when I came back to Cali. Texas let me step
out of myself a little and just be whoever the hell I want to be, and I have to say I really loved who I was and NO I’m
not saying that in a narcissistic way. I just seriously love my parents and my friends for feeding this little wild flower
with the proper nutrients to grow and express. I just want to say words that I know only I will understand. I have this
burning yearning inside of my heart and it's being fed by despair and genuine concern for those around me. Those around
me aren’t even necessarily people that I know. I made a quick observation today while I was sitting on the lawn waiting
for my noon class to start at GCC. I met quite the interesting people who are so welcoming and warm and I thank God for
that. I really love meeting new people and just experiencing new vibes. Well that’s besides the point... So I was
sitting there observing, quiet...and maybe 30 feet to my right there was this big group of people... most of the boys were
carrying baseball mitts and the girls were all wearing tiny shorts and shirts that suggested they new the sport of
baseball. But to the corner of this group was this girl, who just sat there, reading a book. She seemed to not be of the
group, yet she sat there making quite the effort to concentrate on her book rather then on how completely out of place she
looked. I kind of felt bad for her. I felt as though I was back in high school, except the part where the girl actually
sat there throughout the whole time people came and left the group, til there was no one left but her.
Written by: ~ Audrey De Leon |