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::: Awkward Wanderer :::

I have got the urge. To quit my job and spilt. What is with this so-called archetypal need for me to travel? Not wanting to partake in the traditional trip to Europe. Have never been and something feels so wrong about going now. Need to discover America. see for myself the poverty, the riches and the daily struggle and complications so many have. It must be fulfilled. I keep putting it off. I work part time with little commitments just in case I give into the urge. Ebbing and flowing at me with punches that leave me in low sensation puddles. Sick with brown vision. The color and life of the rainbow isn’t there. January 16th emerged in head as my goal... Now it’s looking like I’ll continue to put off the ramble... I shall suffer because of this.

Written by: ~ Carlo Maximan