catherine anne hayes – Page 7

Patience to Impatience

Patience…I am asked
to have patience
but
as time goes by
I become more
and more
impatient
So many things said
they will be done
and are not
So many promises
broken
Have patience
It will be done
I wait
I wait
Tick tock
Tick tock
Time goes by
They never show up
It’s never done
Always an excuse
It adds up
Impatience
Every where I turn
Nothing done
I am waiting on
some one
Impatience
My life now is
Impatience

I no longer want
this Impatience
These broken promises
These useless words

I no longer accept them.

My Angel, My Own

My Angel, My own…
take me back to the top
of our mountain where
it all began.
Lay with me
in the clouds
and kiss me
like you did
Make my body tremble
Reclaim what is yours
to take.
You are my passion…
My hunger…
My need for you is great…
Am I a fool
to tell you all?
Perhaps…
But…
that chance I will take
for you are worth
the risk.
It is you who
I want.
You
who I crave.
You
who make me sing….
Come
take me to the mountain soon.

For Aunt Mary

The sun shines so brightly
and the birds sing their song
but my soul is very sad
for you are here no more.
You showed me how to make things
and to see beauty with different eyes
and with your own particular style
you opened up new worlds to me.
These gifts have stayed with me
and have guided me through life.
For this I will never forget…
and even though we were estranged
at the end
you were still in my heart
and
will always be in my heart.

God Speed Aunt Mary…I’ll always love you…

26 Months

26 months from a cloud covered mountain

to a rain soaked evening
and yet
I still yearn
I burn for you as bright as ever
If anything
my desire
to hear the timbre
of your voice
to feel your hands
on the side of my face
as you look deeply into my eyes
before you join your mouth to mine
has increased
It is an ever growing flame
that you ignite in me
You still have the power
to make me tremble
with your touch
to make me weak kneed
to give me such joy
Oh my sweet
how I will show my desire for you
Let me come to you soon

Rain Soaked 3:00AM

3:00AM and the rain beats
against my windows
and all I can think of
is you
I think of the nape
of your neck
and
how it would feel
against my lips
as I snugged down closer
against you
my breasts pressed into
your back
my arms
around your waist
intimately
close
my hands finding
and holding
you
there…
Yes…
stroking..
growing…
turning…
opening…
entering…
taking…
yes…
this is what I want
this rain soaked night…
You..
I want you…

Wine Infused Kisses

Wine infused kisses…
Heady..
Intoxicating…
I would sip your wine
and then
lean over
and kiss you
Open your mouth
with mine
and let the wine stream in
as I deeply
very deeply
kiss you…
Tongues dancing…
Breaths mingling…
Are you tingling now?
Tell me…

Pulled

I heard your voice.
I looked up.
Eyes locked
and in that instant
I loved you.
Deeply.
Fully.
Irrevocably.

Pulled I was
by a force greater
than my own
into you arms.
Eyes locked.
Lips touching…
Opening.
Breaths mingling.
Souls knowing each other
for the first time.

Some would say it’s sinful.
Others condemn.
In their close-mindedness
what do THEY know of love…
of bodies meant to become one.
I pity them.

Let them condemn.
Let them judge.
It matters not.
I have your love
and my love is yours…
my body yours….
given completely.

My Desire For You Right Now

Let us create our own erotic tropical paradise with
voodoo magic in the air. Rest assured my sweet, that
you will have the release and gratification that your
soul and body crave. See me in your minds’
eye at this moment that I am naked in my
bed…my very fair skin glowing ivory white against the deep ruby of my bed sheets…my hair spread against the
pillows…my nipples, their pink colour deepening with
my erotic thoughts and my eyes smoldering with that
blue green colour that is found only in the
Gulf…my lips beckoning you…my
laptop is balanced on my tummy as I type this…I wish it was your warmth that I feel emanating from it… mmmmm… my legs just move apart and my back slightly arches with the thought of your body laying…pressing against mine…can you feel the points of my nipples pressed against your chest now? Come to me…take me to your bed…lose yourself in me…lap up my honey and kiss my “pearl” till you are drenched with my nectar… do not make us wait any longer.

Dare I Ask?

You intrigue me
your wit
the way you turn a phrase
the way you see things
your passion for things
for life
so
it makes me wonder
what it would be like
to be kissed
by you
taken in your arms
and deeply
and
thoroughly
kissed…

I wonder
what it would be like
to be
in your bed
your scent surrounding me
my hands caressing
you
as you open me up
and plunge
deep
inside….

I wonder….

How Do I

How do I talk to you
after all this time
You who are
the same as me
yet
so very different
You
with whom we shared
youth
and formed dreams
and through adversity
rejoiced in the
arrival of
your child
My love for you
never ended
but
the hurt you caused
runs as deep
as my love
for you now
What am I to do
Dear God…
What am I to do…
I want you back
but
I don’t know how
to let you in
without feeling
this hurt
this rage
You are my flesh
You are my blood
I do love you
but I don’t know
what to do