Middle of The Night Musings

The Middle of the night
and I am awake again
so many, many changes
that are going to happen
it is good that they are happening
some I am not ready for
some I am hurt and scarred deeply by
They must happen
I am scared
but they must happen
Life goes on
I must go on
I do not want to live this life anymore
I can’t anymore
It hurts too much
It chokes me
Drowns me
Drags me down
I want to be free
Free from hurt
Free from bounds
Free from screaming voices
I want to live again
I want to feel alive again
I want to be myself again

copyright 10/12/2011 catherine anne hayes

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