I’VE BEEN STRIPPED DOWN I’VE BEEN MISUSED BEEN DAMAGED BROKEN BELITTLED AND CONFUSED BEEN LIED TO BEEN OPPRESSED I HAVE BEEN BEATEN BEEN STRESSED AND THROUGH IT ALL I HAVE GAINED THE STRENGTH I NEED JUST TO MAINTAIN HOW CAN I DENY WHERE I HAVE BEEN I CAN NOT DENY WHAT I’VE SEEN I WILL…

The lack of preparation for a final onslaught has cost me dearly. I have fought the fine fight and lost the battle over my heart. The failure in my defense is and always has been my weakest link, the ever loving ever-lasting deeply soulful Purple Heart. Many times I have obtained this badge of honor.…

Why must you torture me? If only you would see how, in me we could feel so complete. You long for me as I lust for life. It is as though your inner voice is calling you to lesser speeds. Abandon your reticence, taste the desires you breed. Give way to passion. Accept the gift…

You don’t need any Prozac because you already have me You bleed me in whole, pump me through your veins and then you begin to feel free In those moments of ecstasy you take all that you feel you need You make the most of your vacation then go back to where you vowed to…

DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO ADMIT THAT YOU’VE NEVER EVER BEEN LOVED DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO CONVINCE YOURSELF THERE’S STILL REASON TO GO ON WHEN I WAS BORN you fated me HOW COULD ANYONE KNOW you hated me WHICH WAY MY LIFE WOULD GO you had the control…

I NEED YOU TO BE CLOSE TO ME THE WAY YOU LIKE TO BE BE YOU BE FREE WITH ME WITH ME BEING ME I NEED YOU TO BE CLOSE TO ME THE WAY I LIKE YOU TO BE THE WAY YOU LIKE IT WITH ME THE WAY YOU TOUCH ME KISS ME TASTE ME…

Don’t ask me what’s wrong I’ll always tell you nothing Don’t ask me what I’ve seen Don’t ask where I have been. Don’t take it the wrong way Don’t think I am mean but I’m full of pain and it’s running all through me. It’s makin’ me crazy It’s makin’ me cold I get so…

I AM SORRY FOR MY IGNORANCE, MISCHIEF AND MISTRUST I TOOK FOR GRANTED THE ABUNDANT GIFTS PROVIDED OMNIPOTENT, OMNIPRESENT NEVER FAILING LOVE I TURNED AWAY TIME AND AGAIN LOOKING FOR NEW SOLUTIONS TO BEGIN BUT THAT FEAR THAT HAUNTS US ALL IS HERE AND I HESITATED, PROCRASTINATED THE BEGINNING OF THE END THE PROBLEMS OF…

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME WAS NOT OUR BEGINNING ENOUGH TO BLEED DID YOU HAVE TO PROSECUTE YOUR CONTENTION TO THE BITTER END ARE YOU SUCH THE DEVOTED SERVANT DID YOU HAVE TO FEIGN FRIEND DID YOU TURN AWAY FROM YOURSELF OR WAS IT ME DID YOU FOLLOW THE RECEDING TIDE OR DID…

I realize that I have spent my life running in cycles, trapped inside a matrix. Spiraling away into oblivion. What I did not know was that Oblivion is where I belong. Who I am is who I’ve always been. I just didn’t remember. No wonder I felt so lost. Being so far away from home,…