All Yours

I am waiting for you in my bed.
My eyes look directly at you.
My arms lift
beckoning
Come to me
Lift my dress off of me
Kiss me
Suck my breath into you
Dance with my tongue
Push me down against the pillows
Run your hands down my body
Own it
Possess it
Possess me
Yes
Open me up
Use your hands
Coax me
Fondle and kiss my breasts
Take and suckle till I cry out
Tease
Caress
Hear me whimper
Feel me tremble
My legs fall open
Slid your hand down
Find my secrets
Tease me
Torment me
Slip inside and discover my pearl
Roll it in your fingers
Feel me shake
Feel me gush
Moan
Beg
Please
Please
Please
Take me
Yes
Fill me up
Tight
All the way in
Yes
Move me
Move in me
Oh Yes
Oh Yes
Leave nothing untouched
Undiscovered
Kiss me again
Ride me hard
Claim me
Mark me
Yes
Yes
Yes
Yours…all yours
I am yours…

copyright 9/13/2011 catherine anne hayes

Trouble

Trouble…
Trouble I am
his kind of trouble…
Tempting?
Oh yeah…
With a tilt of my head
and slow
sultry smile
He was definitely gone
and
totally mine
But
the minute he touched
me
the tables were
turned
He became MY kind of
trouble
What I secretly
yearned…
With
slow, sultry kisses
and
mesmerizing motions
He made sweet love
to me
and
I felt
all
his strong
but
tender emotions.
So
I very elated
and
full of wonder too
gave all
that I am
AND
all
I have
to him too.

Now
in the dark of night
blissfully
reflecting content
on our
luscious
heavenly
time together
very well spent
To me
the word “trouble”
will not
be
the same
When I think of us
it will
always
be
our
very own name.

2 June 2011 copyright catherine anne hayes

In The Nick of Time Number Two

I thought I never would have
such sweetness again
even just once more
but I did
Ever gentle
soft
but strong
with the first touch
I was lost
I opened my eyes
to see if he was
real
and he was
and was warm
and solid
and he took me
surrounded me
brought me in
went into my depths
where my secrets hid
Did he know they
were there?
Mayybe he did
Maybe he didn’t
but
he was perfect
For this moment
Just what I needed
What I was finally ready for
Again
Finally
He was a precious gift
Will he and his sweetness
be back?
who knows
It is all right
I AM all right now
I am WHOLE again
He came at the right time
In the nick of time

copyright 29 may 2011 catherine anne hayes

What Do I Say

What do I say about you..
how you found
my secret pool of desire
and deeply dipped into it’s
depths
to fervently
stir up
what has laid calm in me
way too long

You have found me out
and I am…
breathless…
Your eyes hold me
captive…
I find myself becoming
yours willing…
Take me…
With your hands
touch me
where you will…
Kiss Me
Open Me
Drink Me
Enter Me
Brand Me

I am ready for you now…
No more waiting…
You have woken
me up……
Let us begin.

1 June 2011 copyright catherine anne hayes

I Didn’t Know

I didn’t know I was different
till I was thirty three
when I was hired to work
in a well known store
back in the early 90’s
because
my skin was lighter than everyones…
I was the token

Token…
What is that word…
A thing of affection?
or
a word of shame?
well
I felt shame
and hurt
and
disappointment…

Disappointment that I was so
naive
Disappointment that
in this day and age
tokens
still exist
and
most importantly
I wondered…
How LONG will they?

It doesn’t matter
what colour
the token is
or shape
it takes
what matters is
we should have
NO NEED
of tokens
except
ones of love…
or
to get on the bus or subway…

copyright 5/28/2011 catherine anne hayes

When One Is Inspired Beauty Is Born

When
one is inspired
beauty is born
and
because of you
I
am giving birth
Such thoughts
are forming in
my mind
Words flowing
through
my fingers like
magic

Beauty is within
me
Planted by your
desire
for me
There is nothing
I can not articulate
can not formulate
can not create

I am empowered
to spin scintillating tales
and magical stories
Make sweet intense love
with
words woven with passion

With you
in my minds eye
and
inside my core
I write down the first words
and it all begins…

2 June 2011 copyright catherine anne hayes

I Am Not….I AM!!!

You who look at me
with
such contempt
You who does
not know
my soul
How
my heart beats!

I am more
than
my size
my weight
my sex
my orientation
my colour
my race
my creed
my religion…

I am
the force that creates life
I am
the wind that pushes the clouds and moves the oceans
I am
the milk of the earth that feeds millions
I am
the comforter who heals ills
I am
the worrier that conquers tyrants and protects the weak
I am
the fire that burns away the cold and warms the soul
I am
love…pure…indestructible…infinite…love

I AM YOU…YOU ARE ME…ONE…THE SAME TOGETHER!!!

5/27/2011 copyright catherine anne hayes

In The Nick Of Time

In the nick of time
the key
to me was found
and
I found joy again
I thought
it was lost forever
covered by
sadness
illness and pain
covering me
with
premature endings
but
I guess
I was wrong
blissfully…
blatantly……
blessedly…
wrong…
In the nick of time
I found the key
In the nick of time
I took the key
and
bravely let it
insert itself
open me
again
and God
IT FELT GOOD!!

I am not in hibernation anymore!!

My Rapture

I will not live my last hours
in fear
but full of love…
I will hold close what and who is
dear to me…
Appreciate all that has
been given to me
in this life…
These are not the end days
but
the beginning of new ones…
I am not sad or fearful…
I am happy…
I am love…

copyright catherine anne hayes 21 May 2011

For Eddie Boucher 3/14/2011 A Friend, A Brother in law

The memory I have of the 4 of us
is this….
Years ago
on a weekend night after dinner
in your living room
a bit tipsy
a little high
“Rumours” on the stereo
Your 2 sweet daughters
in the other room playing
and getting ready for bed
Suddenly
bursting into the run
blonde curls flyings
giggling and thrusting themselves
into arms willing
to give good night kisses and cuddles
She stands in the door
Watching the scene
mother love glowing on her face
she sings along to the music
and he notices
and starts to sing with her
dance with her
the girls snuggle on our laps
and watch their parents dance
something special is happening
this night
a twinkle in his eye
an answering one in hers…….
a blessed moment
We leave them alone
and put the girls to bed
We leave the music
We leave the magic
of the 2 of them
soon to create another
a beautiful baby girl

Blessed and magic moments
are to be remembered and loved
Thank you for this one Eddie

God Speed Eddie.  May you enjoy yourself up there in heaven with all your family especially with our beautiful Stacey!

All our love,   Cathie & Walter