Author: ZharaBlue

In her room stand the walls, she painted with her pain.
One of them deep blue in color, fully depicts her strain.
Another holds the window, as the portal to her minds eye.
Through it beckons the sun, arousing her in a majestic sky.
Appears an apparition from Omega making her sane
by rendering to her brightness, passion, pleasure and much pain.
There also stand two walls, painted bright as the day,
these depict the strength she’s gained
from fighting along the way.
These walls of her room paint her path, crooked and thin
followed through space and time down the path veiled in sin.
A vision of long ago engineered from high above,
fulfilling for eternity, through her genes fed with love.
The sun is the strongest of the omens which she heeds.
She doesn’t know exactly why in her it leaves its seed.
The vision of the sun burns a void she has to fill,
but she rebukes the insight and her own path tries to build.
A dichotomy she reaped through her lineage love and pain.
Now all alone she sits behind the walls she painted in vain.

Like a dandelion in the wind
So is my since of weightlessness
Since I fell into unconditional love
I am light and I’m alive

But sometimes I feel I’m
Waiting to blow away

The realities of my first born
They cut me though I hide
She beckons me through her midnight eyes
She calls out without a voice
Our condition is bent it’s darkened our minds
Now she lays in wait alone

Waiting to blow away

And now is revealed my pain, so real
And how she feels alone, in the cold
Sometimes she feels no such thing as change
And She fears she has no home
Sometimes she feels who is drawing her near
She feels just like her Mom

Waiting to blow away

I’m drowning in a pool of lies
I’m dying to breathe truth again
I long for the day when I can live
Reunited with her we begin

This melancholy I feel is so surreal
Like it sets me adrift in the wind
Alone in the cold without a home
And so I know how she feels
Waiting to blow away

And one day when my sun arrives
I’ll look toward her voice
In the distance of time and space deprived silenced so wrongly long ago
I know in my heart she’ll sing the song in love of the Sovereign our Lord
No longer the pain and distancing
No longer the shadows of grief
No longer the lies and deception and greed
No longer the sting of the beast

This love that we feel is so for real it’s unconditional and it’s in peace
But this time we’ll dance and sing our songs and embrace the happiness
And this time we will be
Waiting to fly away (so light and lively, loving peace)
Waiting to fly away (so light and lovely, perfect, serene)

The lack of preparation for a final onslaught has cost me dearly.
I have fought the fine fight and lost the battle over my heart.
The failure in my defense is and always has been my weakest link,
the ever loving ever-lasting deeply soulful Purple Heart.
Many times I have obtained this badge of honor.
Unfortunately however I receive no glory with its reward.
To love and be loved is my holy grail.
This noble quest does elude me much like the precious elixir of life escapes the notice of modern man.
It is my own blood that has been derived from that of the phoenix and the dragon.
It is my own love that is the pearl hidden within my wine.
Once it spills the secrets revealed can no longer be hidden to the mysterious merchant,
who has drank of the waters.
All at once I am everything and nothing, blissful oblivion.
If I am fortunate enough to encounter the kindred then I too am infused with the light of life.
In my beloveds arms I both release and receive.
In the darkest of nights on the fullest of moons the most powerful of energies stirs amid the spring.
What has once died in the cold of winter is born again in the warmth of the May sun.
Alchemical creations gesticulate in the electrical conduits of time and space.
You have crossed many oceans in search of this moment and I have sailed seventy seas.
Now that my hearts eye has been opened I can no longer see.
For this dark merchant a warrior of roads must, proceed with his destiny.
Through the long and winding roads he bleeds.
This wanderer has plans his goals he must inevitably feed.
When he passes through this caldron again he will inevitably be drawn to pass through me.

I miss you more then my last breath
If I could feel your kiss my lips would live again
If I could taste your smile my soul would be revived

I miss you more then my last breath.
If I could feel your kiss my lips would live again.
If I could taste your smile my soul revive.

My hope is that you’ll keep my scent.
My fear tells me that can never be.
My mind complains of the misery that is this love.

Just one word could deliver me from your purgatory.

I’VE BEEN STRIPPED DOWN
I’VE BEEN MISUSED
BEEN DAMAGED
BROKEN
BELITTLED AND CONFUSED
BEEN LIED TO
BEEN OPPRESSED
I HAVE BEEN BEATEN
BEEN STRESSED
AND THROUGH IT ALL I HAVE GAINED
THE STRENGTH I NEED JUST TO MAINTAIN
HOW CAN I DENY WHERE I HAVE BEEN
I CAN NOT DENY WHAT I’VE SEEN
I WILL NOT DENY WHAT I KNOW
I’LL NEVER DENY WHAT I’VE BEEN TOLD
THIS IS THE BEGINNING FOR ME
A TIME OF RENEWAL
I’M SET FREE
MY TIME TO BE LOVED FAITHFULLY
THE TIME TO BE NURTURED
OH YES
BY ME!!!

Why must you torture me?
If only you would see how,
in me we could feel so complete.
You long for me as I lust for life.
It is as though your inner voice is
calling you to lesser speeds.

Abandon your reticence,
taste the desires you breed.
Give way to passion.
Accept the gift of bliss I give.
Be what is required to transcend all barriers
to your dreams.

I need your flame.

You don’t need any Prozac because you already have me
You bleed me in whole, pump me through your veins and then you begin to feel free In those moments of ecstasy you take all that you feel you need You make the most of your vacation then go back to where you vowed to be

So you seek your narcotic you take three doses and you are released From the bond that is your pain as you love high all night till dawn comes again You fight back the tears as you withdraw until your next phase In the sunlight you feel me as you see the power of your nights stay

Pipes and powders needles for veins give you no illusion of change From the bond that is your soul which mates with one who dominates by hate Of all your powers and your passion your love your world all you create So you use a substitute in the hope that it will help you all maintain

So you seek your narcotic you take three doses and you are released From the bond that is your pain as you love high all night till dawn comes again You fight back the tears as you withdraw until your next phase In the sunlight you feel me as you see the power of your nights stay

The bottle drowns no sorrow for you it only dulls your magnetic force Which coerces you through town and throws you at the front of my very door In your drunken state you fear all that you’ve every dreamed and more All whom you hold dear your fear you’ve let them down and thrown to the floor

So you seek your narcotic you take three doses and you are released From the bond that is your pain as you love high all night till dawn comes again You fight back the tears as you withdraw until your next phase In the sunlight you feel me as you see the power of your nights stay.

Early in the morning hours I called upon his name.
Immediately fear fled from me,
it was a dark and formless shape.
Later in the daylight hours upon the wind he came.
There were creatures flying round about singing of his praise.
The electricity in the air did seem to touch upon my brain.
The energy of the moment certainly fine tuned my waves.
The trees gently swayed as he whispered in my ear.
It’s springtime, sunshine, fulfillment is near.

You must guard your heart, your most precious commodity.
For out of it breathes your life, but if damaged how deeply you may bleed.
Should such a thing occur then only time would mend.
In the interim you are left vacant, vulnerable, no one can defend.
The lasting mark of a lonely, loveless heart, is one you must hope not to find.
For if you do then woe unto you,
Perhaps in death you may part.

AWAKEN

YOU DONT KNOW WHO YOURE MESSING WITH
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU JUST DID
YOU CHALLENGED ME TO TAKE YOU WHOLE

YOU COULDNT KNOW YOU WOULD LOSE YOUR SOUL

I TRIED TO WARN YOU BUT STILL YOU FEED
YOU WANT TO FILL YOUR VASTLY NEED
YOU ASKED ME IF I WOULD TAKE YOU HOME

YOU DIDNT KNOW YOU COULD LOSE YOUR SOUL

YOU HAVE AWAKEN

THAT LONG DENIED BEAST OF BURDEN
THAT FIRE BURNING
THAT WICKED GARDEN
YOU HAVE AWAKENED

THE KRAKEN

A LOTUS FLOWER INDEED
ILL BECOME
THE POWER IN ME WILL HEED
UNTIL WE BECOME
IN UNISON WITH THE ONE
FROM WHERE DESIRES ARE FROM

WE WILL AWAKEN

WE SHALL UNITE IN A FORTNIGHT
MIDNIGHT, MOONLIGHT
WE WILL UNITE ON THE BATTLE GROUNDS
OF TANTRIC INSIGHT
INSIDE YOULL COME AND REMISS
FOR YOULL NEVER FORGET
THE BEASTLY ENCUMBRANCE

YOU HAVE AWAKENED
THE KRAKEN