I didn’t know I was different till I was thirty three when I was hired to work in a well known store back in the early 90’s because my skin was lighter than everyones… I was the token Token… What is that word… A thing of affection? or a word of shame? well I felt…

In the nick of time the key to me was found and I found joy again I thought it was lost forever covered by sadness illness and pain covering me with premature endings but I guess I was wrong blissfully… blatantly…… blessedly… wrong… In the nick of time I found the key In the nick…

I thought I never would have such sweetness again even just once more but I did Ever gentle soft but strong with the first touch I was lost I opened my eyes to see if he was real and he was and was warm and solid and he took me surrounded me brought me in…

The way things are in this declining empire and our thoughts that transpire about the rules & “choices” that we have are not our own. They are the products of those who control all that is around us. When you live mentally inside a cage it is hard to see “outside thinking.” “What profit a…

Ways that you have. Magicianary. Effort must have lost all appeal. I wonder about you. And the way fingertips dance across these follicles – all waiting for the chance Know, that pride leaves me. No space when that silhoutte enters. Dawns of an old night repeat beautifully, in peace with the ongoing surprise May I…

I will not live my last hours in fear but full of love… I will hold close what and who is dear to me… Appreciate all that has been given to me in this life… These are not the end days but the beginning of new ones… I am not sad or fearful… I am…

Why did Jesus and Buddha have to teach others? It sounds to me like being enlightened was not enough So they had to share it with others We will never know their internal dialog or reasoning to lend a helping hand If the major role models of a religion were teachers Is it enough to…

I feel the best way to get over my thoughts is to accept them. If I don’t accept my thoughts they fester in my head I don’t accept the thoughts as truth, just their existence Once they are acknowledged I cannot deny their existence. I try to hold them loosely and Not let them direct…

You are enslaved by your own thoughts assumptions predicted norms You just need to be you You care too much about what people think about you You think you know what the other person expects of you You have no idea what others think Let me say that again You have no idea what others…

It is almost Shabbot. I am watching dragonflies seamlessly float over the lily pads which seamlessly float over the pond as I seamlessly float in a boat over it all. My relaxation is effortless. My ripples are contagious.